What unsettles you most about yourself?
is there something you do or think that frightens or unnerves you or that you are ashamed of etc.i have an interest in human behaviour and have a small theory about suppressed feelings/thoughts.it could be anything from wanting to do something you consider really kinky to losing your temper to eating 3 ice creams standing on your head on sundays.however they bizarre they sound.they are still your thoughts.;0)
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i cry really easily, im very sensitive, i have no confidants in my self, even though alot of people see the good in me that i dont see in my self and feel guilty all of the time even for things that has nothing to do with me
and i feel sad when i see a sick person who cant do the things i can or others could do... i really donno why i feel like that most of the time..
I'm quick to judge people..and I shouldn't be.
I occasionally have an urge to stand up and scream when I'm in a really quiet place or important situation........
The fact that I am a total loser and that I have failed at every thing that I have done. And that I have great ideas that I will never try because I know that I will fail. Sucks!
walking up tp the edge of a cliff, and thinking it would be so easy!
And I'm very happy with life and not remotely depressed!
Scary huh!
I suspect it is very wrong to harbor as much hostility for my in-laws as I do. I never stay mad at anyone else for very long. It's disturbing that I can think so little of them when I love their son so much.
the fact that i dont know what to do about life!
getting angry in supermarkets and women with pushchairs who don't look where thery are going and expect you to move around them!
I find i need to get away from all my family whom i love dearly but still find myself booking a flight away
I am ashamed at how i worry to much about what people think of me. No matter how much i tell my self that it does not matter and i dont care, it still dont make no difference. I hate that about myself. Plus, i am slightly evil at times too, but only if you have asked for it. I am not a bully. I bully bullies. Promise.
pms
I feel I have a "fear of success" which hinders me from achieving things I KNOW I am capable of and therefore I don't reap the rewards that could result. WOW. good question. I think you just helped me help myself actually admit this to myself.
how i've been abandonned repeatedly throughout my life; makes it hard to imagine it doesn't originate with me, but it's happened since i was a babe so how could it? makes me despair
mother committed suicide when i was 5, dad left me with strangers for a few months then picked us up and took us to somebody else for a few years and then came back to have us live with him for a few months, then left for Mexico without telling his kids and never came back, then we're in the children's aid and they moved us from each other and from foster home to foster home to foster home ad nauseum until i was 17 when i was declared an adult and "emancipated" which means all support was removed and i went from living in a foster home to a rooming house in downtown Toronto, yee haw!
and since then, i've not had a single relationship with anyone but my kids which has lasted more than three years
don't seem to know how to attach; this is what bothers me most about myself, other than the rage and anger i feel daily; there are way too many selfish people out there
I'm unreliable and always cancel at the last minute, can't help it, always do it!
i worries me that i don't feel very comfortably being around people, i feel much better and safer on my own
The fact that i could actually leave my family for a life I've never had, but I won't because I still have a little respect for myself.
My ability to cut my nose off to spite my face. It makes me able to hurt the people I love.
I am snappy bad tempered and selfish but people who meet me for the first time think I am kind sweet and friendly the was I wish I am. I am always ashamed of myself.
I also count not outloud cos people would think i am weird but in my head I cound steps, breaths, lampposts, paving slabs anything.
When I am travling in the car I try to only blink when passing a lamppost, entry, dropped kerb, join in the big slabs at the edge of the pavement, on passing each window. Sometimes this results in blinking to often other times not enough.
I tell stories in my head, there are a few that I repeat fequently others I just make up they are all about how I would like my life to be.
I think I am dissolusioned with my life and my brain is wired incorrectly what do you think?
wow i feel better for that, saves me mailing my secrets to www.postsecret.com
how you gonna choose a best from all those answers?
Spending way too much time on UKQnA.com!
Also I seem to sabotage everything I do to make all of my life as hard as possible.
But the scariest thing I sometimes feel like doing is screaming something really abusive at people who live in my area. There's this young lad who works in my local supermarket and I just want to go up to him and scream in his face what a *******, ****head, w*****,sh******, ***,****!!! Its really nasty but I feel like that often....:o)
thing that drives me mad sometimes is my honesty...I can't play the game and thus end up a winner. If I am annoyed by someone or something I am up fornt about it and this does not always pay. Sometimes wish could take a deep breath think and tehn act...in my best interests. But it is me..and try as I might have fallen foul of it
Usual things really.. lack of confidence. low self asteem. would like a better figure. wish I could quit smoking. wish I could do more to help people.. I already do alot like charity work and stuff.. but yoy always feel you could do more. but I have a lack of time issue. wish I could add more hours to the day lol!
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I get annoyed really easily - especially when I've got pmt - and I really struggle to control my anger. I tend to throw things, and I have an overwhelming desire to destroy things - what I actually wanna do is smack someone, but I'm not the type of person to be violent towards others, so I take my frustration out on 'stuff' instead.
i get uncontrollably angry over stupid things ie seeing fat ppl eating burgers, people in my way, people who walk too slowly, my cat licking his boy bits in the front room, the noise my mum makes when she eats, so many things, i hate being so angry
also, i sometimes have huge chats in my head and sometimes heated arguements too
i also worry loads that people can read my thoughts
i try to hard for people to like me
I do this thing where I project really far into the course of human/life existence.its very horrible.Im not saying I can see the future.but I can imagine very realistically how things might end up using.just, intelligence can suck most times.
I have a horrible tendency to laugh when someone tells me a heart-breaking story..it's not that find other people's pain funny,I can't really understand this-it's kind of an instinct,it's like«My boyfriend just dumped me»and my first reaction is to laugh,even though I don't find the situation funny at all.So I try really hard to control myself.
where do we start? i think i have depression although its not clinically diagnosed, i do things that i know will hurt others just to know someone cares(because even though i know people do, i often get very alone feelings), i put on a happy face alot even if i feel so horrible that day, i try to hard to impress some people but dont care at the same time what they think, i do harm to myself for things that arent my fault, i have trouble trusting people, i cut myself off from relationships that have no problems, i screw up relationships because i feel they're not perfect(even though i know that they cant be), etc, etc. I really feel i have many problems that have not been diagnosed, and i'm sorry if that sounds narsasistic, but its true. I hate that i feel like this so much when i know things are more extreme with others, but it just creeps up on me. :/
I sometimes am conscious about wanting to fly in a rage at the smallest thing, yet I have immense patience with people. When I reflect afterwards I feel that flying into a rage would have been wasted energy, but I'm concerned that one day I might do it, and then people will change their opinions of me totally.
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Answers:
i cry really easily, im very sensitive, i have no confidants in my self, even though alot of people see the good in me that i dont see in my self and feel guilty all of the time even for things that has nothing to do with me
and i feel sad when i see a sick person who cant do the things i can or others could do... i really donno why i feel like that most of the time..
I'm quick to judge people..and I shouldn't be.
I occasionally have an urge to stand up and scream when I'm in a really quiet place or important situation........
The fact that I am a total loser and that I have failed at every thing that I have done. And that I have great ideas that I will never try because I know that I will fail. Sucks!
walking up tp the edge of a cliff, and thinking it would be so easy!
And I'm very happy with life and not remotely depressed!
Scary huh!
I suspect it is very wrong to harbor as much hostility for my in-laws as I do. I never stay mad at anyone else for very long. It's disturbing that I can think so little of them when I love their son so much.
the fact that i dont know what to do about life!
getting angry in supermarkets and women with pushchairs who don't look where thery are going and expect you to move around them!
I find i need to get away from all my family whom i love dearly but still find myself booking a flight away
I am ashamed at how i worry to much about what people think of me. No matter how much i tell my self that it does not matter and i dont care, it still dont make no difference. I hate that about myself. Plus, i am slightly evil at times too, but only if you have asked for it. I am not a bully. I bully bullies. Promise.
pms
I feel I have a "fear of success" which hinders me from achieving things I KNOW I am capable of and therefore I don't reap the rewards that could result. WOW. good question. I think you just helped me help myself actually admit this to myself.
how i've been abandonned repeatedly throughout my life; makes it hard to imagine it doesn't originate with me, but it's happened since i was a babe so how could it? makes me despair
mother committed suicide when i was 5, dad left me with strangers for a few months then picked us up and took us to somebody else for a few years and then came back to have us live with him for a few months, then left for Mexico without telling his kids and never came back, then we're in the children's aid and they moved us from each other and from foster home to foster home to foster home ad nauseum until i was 17 when i was declared an adult and "emancipated" which means all support was removed and i went from living in a foster home to a rooming house in downtown Toronto, yee haw!
and since then, i've not had a single relationship with anyone but my kids which has lasted more than three years
don't seem to know how to attach; this is what bothers me most about myself, other than the rage and anger i feel daily; there are way too many selfish people out there
I'm unreliable and always cancel at the last minute, can't help it, always do it!
i worries me that i don't feel very comfortably being around people, i feel much better and safer on my own
The fact that i could actually leave my family for a life I've never had, but I won't because I still have a little respect for myself.
My ability to cut my nose off to spite my face. It makes me able to hurt the people I love.
I am snappy bad tempered and selfish but people who meet me for the first time think I am kind sweet and friendly the was I wish I am. I am always ashamed of myself.
I also count not outloud cos people would think i am weird but in my head I cound steps, breaths, lampposts, paving slabs anything.
When I am travling in the car I try to only blink when passing a lamppost, entry, dropped kerb, join in the big slabs at the edge of the pavement, on passing each window. Sometimes this results in blinking to often other times not enough.
I tell stories in my head, there are a few that I repeat fequently others I just make up they are all about how I would like my life to be.
I think I am dissolusioned with my life and my brain is wired incorrectly what do you think?
wow i feel better for that, saves me mailing my secrets to www.postsecret.com
how you gonna choose a best from all those answers?
Spending way too much time on UKQnA.com!
Also I seem to sabotage everything I do to make all of my life as hard as possible.
But the scariest thing I sometimes feel like doing is screaming something really abusive at people who live in my area. There's this young lad who works in my local supermarket and I just want to go up to him and scream in his face what a *******, ****head, w*****,sh******, ***,****!!! Its really nasty but I feel like that often....:o)
thing that drives me mad sometimes is my honesty...I can't play the game and thus end up a winner. If I am annoyed by someone or something I am up fornt about it and this does not always pay. Sometimes wish could take a deep breath think and tehn act...in my best interests. But it is me..and try as I might have fallen foul of it
Usual things really.. lack of confidence. low self asteem. would like a better figure. wish I could quit smoking. wish I could do more to help people.. I already do alot like charity work and stuff.. but yoy always feel you could do more. but I have a lack of time issue. wish I could add more hours to the day lol!
xx
I get annoyed really easily - especially when I've got pmt - and I really struggle to control my anger. I tend to throw things, and I have an overwhelming desire to destroy things - what I actually wanna do is smack someone, but I'm not the type of person to be violent towards others, so I take my frustration out on 'stuff' instead.
i get uncontrollably angry over stupid things ie seeing fat ppl eating burgers, people in my way, people who walk too slowly, my cat licking his boy bits in the front room, the noise my mum makes when she eats, so many things, i hate being so angry
also, i sometimes have huge chats in my head and sometimes heated arguements too
i also worry loads that people can read my thoughts
i try to hard for people to like me
I do this thing where I project really far into the course of human/life existence.its very horrible.Im not saying I can see the future.but I can imagine very realistically how things might end up using.just, intelligence can suck most times.
I have a horrible tendency to laugh when someone tells me a heart-breaking story..it's not that find other people's pain funny,I can't really understand this-it's kind of an instinct,it's like«My boyfriend just dumped me»and my first reaction is to laugh,even though I don't find the situation funny at all.So I try really hard to control myself.
where do we start? i think i have depression although its not clinically diagnosed, i do things that i know will hurt others just to know someone cares(because even though i know people do, i often get very alone feelings), i put on a happy face alot even if i feel so horrible that day, i try to hard to impress some people but dont care at the same time what they think, i do harm to myself for things that arent my fault, i have trouble trusting people, i cut myself off from relationships that have no problems, i screw up relationships because i feel they're not perfect(even though i know that they cant be), etc, etc. I really feel i have many problems that have not been diagnosed, and i'm sorry if that sounds narsasistic, but its true. I hate that i feel like this so much when i know things are more extreme with others, but it just creeps up on me. :/
I sometimes am conscious about wanting to fly in a rage at the smallest thing, yet I have immense patience with people. When I reflect afterwards I feel that flying into a rage would have been wasted energy, but I'm concerned that one day I might do it, and then people will change their opinions of me totally.
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